With all the never-ending stress, I had to turn to medicating myself to prevent my blood pressure from skyrocketing. Not much I can do about my mental state, though.
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Not caring
lexapro & wellbutrin.
helps takes the edge off, so I’m mostly just annoyed and irritated. I’m out 9/4 and I’m just ready to be done. I’m beyond exhausted.
@OP Hang in there. I was given a date of August. I will do my job but not a thing more till I collect my severance from 15 years and walk away from thus sh%t show of a company. I was beyond dedicated, missing lunches, working on vacation and staying late. Never Again!!!
Lexapro
Although it can be difficult, I choose to not stress over things that are out of my control. Centene is going to do what they want and there's nothing we can do about it. It is what it is. You've already made it through 100% of your worst days.
@OP PS 200 from HSN.
Delta-9 gummies
Enjoy every day. Someone didn’t wake up today and if today was my last day, I wouldn’t want it to be about stress. I would rather grab a tent and live freely than let anything destroy my peace. With this in mind, I wake up with 100 problems and go to sleep with the same 100 problems. During the day I try my best not to care about solving them. Hope this helps someone.
@OP giant bo-g rips
Ashwagandha and magnesium glycinate
I'm not - had to get on blood pressure beta blocker + anti depressant. Been asked how I'm staying so calm.... it's called medication + denial
@aj SANE not staying sane at all! Medication helps
Same?!? 🤪😜🫣😵💫🥴
I’ve been walking daily and listening to YouTube affirmations it’s shifted my mind a bit also drink linden leaves tilo to sleep better at night still anxious but better mindset to prepare for anything that happens
@OP I feel you. To make matters worse I found out a family member is ill with possible life or death complications. I’m struggling. My PL is gone. How many of us will have a job next year this time? This is a nightmare.